You think you know...

5:45pm: go go go go go shorty
its muh birfday. 8-)
Im 16 and ill drive like
next month. =)

12:22pm: time flies by
Another kid from my grade/class/school whatever, died. Some say its the '08 curse which scares me like no other. He went in probably one of the worst ways, drownding. Probably didnt spell that right but its summer so whatever. It scares me and I feel way bad. I cant even imagine what his final thoughts were. I feel so bad for his parents, siblings and close friends. Thats the 4th one, just this year. Scary.

I found my 13 year old cousin on myspace and read her surveys. One of the questions: Have you ever been drunk? She put yes. Thats also scary. Shes only 13 and I think that is extremely ridiculous thats shes already been drunk. But I guess thats what the world is coming to.

I cant believe thats its already the middle of July. Im starting to get pissed thats its going by so fast and I havent really done anything. My birthday is in 7 days. But probably wont get my liscence til maybe the following monday. Im a horrible driver. In my moms 'valanch at least. I hate that thing.

I think Ill go look at prices and dates for Michigan Adventure or Cedar Point or maybe find a sweet concert. And then I gotta get a job so I can afford some decent clothes. Because Im sure my dad isnt going to want to pay $70 for each pair of jeans I get. Not to mention $25 shirts and $60 sweatshirts. Bahh.

Film Fest is soon =) Peace.

arrrg my lj is so ugly.

1:55am: I said no, no, you're not the one for me..
Today is the last day of Cherry fest.
I love July.

The fourth was sweet.
Got to see Down The Line!! =)
and Keith Anderson.
That was pretty cool.

Today has sucked so far.
I woke up at like 9:30 am.
Thats so early for me.
Then went downtown.
Layed on the beach.

Then Ashley ditched me.
I was pissed.
So I left.
And I had to come home and pick up sticks.

My hands are so dirrty right now.
Im probably going to clean up and go back downtown.
Fireworks are tonight...

25-8=17 days until my birthday =)

9:38pm: summertime is finally here
yes sir I am officially a junior.
=)

this summer is starting out to be boring but it will get better.
I will make sure of it.

well thats all I have to say.

I love my friends.
sooo gay but sooo true.

and kirk is coming to see meeeeeeeee.
hahah, yeah right.

I love my nigga yep yep I love my boy 8-)

7:42pm: always have to steal my kisses from you
Marissa took me home today.
I miss her.

Im still deciding if its too early to wear my skirt again.
But Friday seems like a good day to wear a skirt. humpf.

I got in trouble because I was attempting to run away.
Muahahahah.

My eyes will be blue next week.
Hm.

Bon fire saturday?
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

only like 8 more days of school left.
Thank god.

Sophomore-itis is taking over.

Peace. =)

8:24pm: you sing a sad song, just to turn it around
so my conclusion:
parents basically ruin everything.





but you cant do anything without them.
THAT SUCKS.

8:55pm: dont forget to remember me
I hate people who brag.
Mainly this one, one of my best friends boyfriend.
hes "in the army" blah blah blah blah...

all hes doing is mechanical stuff, yet he insists on telling people hes going to be in Iraq for a year and a half. and his myspace name...SOLDIER.

he thinks hes better than everyone for this too, hes going to basic military training or something.

personally, I think that doctors, or even teachers are better. They're helping out in the world and not killing people.

Well, this was pointless =)

7:16pm: perfect
french class was oh SO perfect today.
i couldnt stop smiling.
kjasjkdhasdasdhas

i cant wait for summer.

screw the TRex...this isnt healthy!

4:50pm: rain falls angry on the tin roof
hahaha this weekend was sketch.
sooo fun though.

I am ill.
And this weekend is memorial day.
Which means its a 3 day weekend.
Friday is senior skip day.
I think I might join them. haha.

I went to Dennos today for French.
Seen some of Rodins' stuff.
Sorta pissed me off.
It was really boring,
and I already knew all
the stuff they talked about.

I hope I get better by this weekend.
I have things to do!!!

Well, yet another pointless entry.
Im making dinner tonight, peace.

10:21pm: but my god its so beautiful when the boy smiles...
good god he is gorgeous.

11:04pm: hmm
i forgot my password to get in here and then i remembered it.
i went on a 5.64 mile bike ride today. it took exactly 45 minutes.

i think im going to leave for a night or two.
show my parents whats up.
i hate it here.
HATE.

who would have ever known.

8:12pm: French White Tip
Thats the name of my nailpolish
Im a dork

I have a crisis.
Its a big one.
and I hate it.

keith never called me back.
thomas never called me.
ashleys coming over at midnight and my mom doesnt know.
she'll find out in the morning.
I didnt do my history notes.

and thats not even my crisis.
killll meeeeeee.

5:12pm: sigh
Summer couldnt come soon enough...

9:00pm: Im SUCH a girl.
Im sitting here and I have realized I am more of a girl than I thought I was.
I am listening to my OWN song on my OWN myspace.
Which is quite girly.
My layout is completely feminine.
My desktop is too.
And to top it all off, I painted 2 hearts on one of my nails.

What is the world coming to?

k heres a story that makes me MAD MAD MAD.
I tell my mom LAST NIGHT that I didnt feel good.
I wake up this morning with the worst stomach ache like...ever.
And I tell my mom and she makes me go to school.
Thats not the end.
My sister, asdjkasd curse her, stayed home today.
Now lets think of who the favorite it.
Humpf.

Stumped?

9:29pm: you suck.
I want to move.
Some where else and start over.
With everything.
My grades suck.
My friends suck.
My family sucks.
My clothes suck.
My lack of a job sucks.
My lack of clothes I like sucks.
My sister sucks.
My school sucks.
My computer sucks.
My lack of a sixteenth year sucks.
Drugs suck.
Alcohol sucks.
Whores suck.
People who brag about getting wayyyy drunk suck.
Everything sucks.
I want to move away from everything that sucks.

Maybe...Paris? I dont know, that might suck too.
My elbow is dry.

3:44pm: dear wally
my nail just broke!
Now Im mad.
No, I really am.

Also: hah today in Justins car was really fun(ny)
Tomorrow is wednesday, hump day, nap day...hurray!

French was neat today. haha We just sat and talking to the german Nico about how he loved hitler and how to say bad things in german.

Everyone hates me in that class because I get a Full Throttle at lunch basically everyday.

Sc0ttc1aglask1: party in the hizzouse

this summer, be there or be lame.

8:47pm: ye aint bumpin like Im bumpin
Wow. Life is sad. Really sad.
Let me explain.

So on Thursday, my mom picked me up from school.
She needed shoes, so we went to Younkers.
I wanted this really cute shirt but my mom sad "no!"
She didnt like it but whatever, Im the one who has to wear it.
So of course I got mad.
We left.
Decided we were going to go tanning.
Drove less than a mile down the road to Desert Sun.
(my future occupation...maybe? I hope so.)
There was a 30 min wait so we were like, we'll come back.
Drove back the same way we came, to an accident.
Didnt think anything of it at the time but my mom did.
She was like...oh my god someones dead.
We see this girl sitting on the car, covered in blood crying.
I was lke woah. Ive never seen anything this bad.
I get home. People are callin and callin me.
Ashleys grandma and Uncle Ryan.
(WHO OWES ME $30 AH)
They're like "have you seen Ashley?"
I was like nope, havent seen her.
So they're freaking out, and then I start to.
I was just wondering if it was her in that car.
Couldnt get a hold of ANYONE.
So scared, finally talked to her 6 hours later.
She didnt really seem to care than everyone was scared for her life.
It sorta made me mad, but I just let it go rather than cause more drama.
So Im doing my homework, painting my nails, ya know, nightly routine.
I get back online.
RIP RIP RIP RIP RIP RIP RIP and Im like omg.
So these 2 kids from my school, who I knew, died.
And another who I didnt know and didnt go to my school as well.
It just sorta hit me.
They were 16 and 17.
Thats too short of a life. It scares me.
I dont think its hit me yet.
It could have been me gettin hit by that car if I would have gotten to buy that shirt.
So Friday at school, it was so weird.
People crying and the school was like silent.
Its just weird to thing of the things they will never get to do.
Graduate, get married...it makes me sick to my stomach to think about.
And I didnt know them as well as I could have.
I just dont think its fair that they left at such a young age.

<3RIP.

6:58pm: denver boe
haha this weekend was quite amazing. we're bad to the bone. chyeah.

um I still hate school. and I still cant drive. therefore, not much to write about because I wont write about this weekend because well...that would be a horrible idea.

I like the word nonetheless.

Andy Milonakis is on. I love him.

peACE.

10:04pm:

Im bored. Its Friday. Oh being ditched is so much fun.
I hate school, I hate my sister.

I ran into a tree with my moms truck tonight. oops.

I havent talked to my dad all day.

I have a stomach ache.

Theres no one online. Im getting sick of pool.

Im having withdrawls. Being without crack for an hour is killing me.

The guinea pigs smell.

I dont think Ill ever marry Zac Efron.

Some stupid kid just got online and it made a really annoying sound, I think I'll delete him.

My sister and I got into a fight, as in physical and I got blamed for it.

Sara is already sleeping.

I want to brush my teeth but Im too lazy to get up.

I want to get a Pepsi to help my stomach ache but once again, too lazy to go upstairs and theres none in my fridge.

My sister is watching Rosanne or whatever and its driving me insane.

I had to clean the basement by myself while my whore of a sister talked to her boyfriend on the phone the whole time.

Im too nice to people and then get treated like shit the same day I basically worship them.

No one worships me or even comes close.

Everyone probably should considering Im going to rule the world someday.

Im complaining about complaining a lot, which makes me complain.

Nico the german kid in my French class laughed at me when I told him I was going to turn emo because he hated me.

Chris said he didnt want to know me anymore.

I still want a pepsi.

I know too much about computers and then people make fun of me, jealous SOBs


I didnt get the experiment done in Chem today because I have the most annoying lab partner ever. Ask anyone, hes weird.

I still cant drive.



yeah...bummer.

♥peace

7:10pm: if you dont like my shirt, dont tell me
these blogs are so pointless. I dont know why I waste my time.

people pissed me off today, more than usual. this week sucked.

Ashleys birthday is tomorrow!! Im excited, I made her a cake, and it turned out good.

Ok well, Im done.

school sucks.

OH! So I was going tanning (I drove) and I totally ran over a curb ( I mean full on ran over) and there was a sheriff like there. and I was like shit. and my mom freaked out.

k peace. happy 4-20

8:12pm: will work for pants
I think thats funny, but only because that stupid llama or something is saying it.
whatever it is would probably eat the pants anyways.

...and my mom says I dont have ADD.

Sooo I have nothing to write about. Im bored, school is almost almost over...

-umteen hours later-

the pistons just lost to the wizards, whata name. and I smell pizza and its making me sick, I ate too much and didnt do anything exerciseish (??) today.

I painted my nails. and did chem, and put questions marks next to about 8 of them. ah shit.

my life sucks more than it ever has for numerous reasons. one of which is school...my grades are slippppping, I have an F! you know what that stands for...FUCK Weber (teacher) I hate her. but whatever. She'll die someday, not soon enough, until then we all have to put up with hell. I really do hate her.

Im pretty upset you can change colors on LJ, blogdrive is so much better but more people know my blogdrive compared to the 2 who know my LJ. muaaha. I seriously need a life.

I also have 2 years and 2 months left of highschool drama bullshit.

I really want to go to sleep. I was incredibly comfy last night.

HAHA my sister just opened a pop and you hear my mom from upstairs "WHO JUST OPENED A POP?" it was funny.

I cant wait til Cherry Fest and July 25th. Or this weekend, party =) Or June 13th =D

My tattoo is getting better, just worked on it today for 15 minutues. It was hot. And Im turning black. chyeah nigga.

Yeha I figured out how to change the colors, good thing. I cant stand black every week. Thats why I live in Traverse City. ouch. Im sorry Kunta.

Its time for bed, call me.

9:07pm: Im updating
People make me mad.
Like people who think they're better, smarter and prettier than everyone else.
For example: my history teacher asks the "french" students how to pronouce a word.
The biggest bitch in the world who I am ashamed to call my ex best friend blurts it out like shes the queen of the world. maybe your world hunny.

jkdhjkasdhaskdasidh my god.

Im sure the half of the class thats in French II all knew it, but shes gotta be first.

On a lighter note, I had sushi today. didnt like it at all. I could barely chew it.
eww I feel sick now.

I have to repaint a few of my nails tonight, and shower and sleep. sleep is such a waste of time. I think Ill get in the hot tub too...I guess Im not watching House tonight, dang.

Well this was an absolute waste of my time, and you're time.






I wish I could drive

11:46pm:

I looooooooove him more than anything =)

11:35pm: So blogdrive now sucks and I guess I use LiveJournal.
eck.

Kirk is mean and wont come party with me. =(